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Can somebody save me?
Cus I’m thinking maybe
That you can take me piece by piece
Then you got your reasons
But I didn’t need them
And either way I’m on my knees yeah
You knew when I was wrong
You say that I’m deranged
I can see that you’re uneasy and its not gonna change
And no matter how far
Wherever you go I’m crawlin
Even when you’re breaking my heart
Wherever you go I’m crawlin
Even when we’re falling
Even when we’re falling apart
You say that you’re leavin
Say that you don’t need him
And ill I do is give and you just take
I guess that I knew it
I can’t make it through it
But I’m gonna try this anyway
You knew when I was wrong
You knew that I’m deranged
I can see that you’re uneasy and its not gonna change
And no matter how far
Wherever you
Wherever you go I’m crawlin
Even when you’re breaking my heart
Wherever you go I’m crawlin
Even when we’re falling
Even when we’re falling apart
Anyone got it where the roses sleep
I can make you anything you wanna be
When my bodies close to me
I can give you anything you’d ever need
When I fall to the floor
Cuz I can’t feel anymore
You can have my heart girl
You don’t have to steal anymore
When I look to the stars
Wherever you are
Yeah wherever you are
Wherever you go I’m callin
Even when you’re breakin my heart
Wherever you go im crawlin
Even when we’re fallin
Even when we’re fallin apart
Wherever you go I’m crawlin
Wherever you go I’m crawlin
Wherever you go I’m crawlin
Even when we’re fallin
Even when we’re fallin apart
Yeah I guess we’re fallin apart
Yeah it looks like were fallin apart
Yeah I guess im fallin apart
-Fatin Halina
-Already 15. Age every 5th of March
-surfs_up-@hotmail.com
-I Like Pizza
-I'm all about the WEIRD
-I dont do photoshops.very unoriginal
-I didnt ask you to come here, so leave if you hate it
-One ADVICE. DO NOT SPAM AS I WILL NOT HESITATE TO REPORT YOU
-MY DOUBTERS SAY I'M DIFFERENT BUT I TELL THEM THAT PEOPLE LIKE ME DON'T COME BY EVERYDAY
-I PLAY FOR PRIDE & BRAGGING RIGHTS
"IT'S ONLY A GAME" IS A PHRASE
UTTERED BY LOSERS. I DEFEAT ON A
DAILY BASIS. STEP UP IF YOU THINK
YOU CAN HANG. YOU EARN MY RESPECT
OR BECOME ANOTHER BRICK IN MY
ROAD TO FAME & FORTUNE
-Adidas
-LETS DANCE YAW!
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 15 years old, aren't i?
ONE FARTING, is my signature. Hee!
TWO Dutchess Of Disaster. She lives in me & feeds on misery.
THREE Risk taker. I'm adventurous and out doorsy.
FOUR Sporty. I'm mostly alright with all.
FIVE Girly. I like hot pink books, love shopping & boys =D I mean who doesnt!
SIX Musically Talented. I play Piano, Guitar & Percussion. I compose too.
SEVEN Party person. I'm hyper, crazy, love partying & I dance.
EIGHT Religious. Despite being crazy, I'm religious too. Gotta balance ya know!
NINE Ignorant. I can't be bothered sometimes.
TEN Psychic. Yeah, I can tell what you're gonna tell me. Else, I already know without you telling me.
ELEVEN Never been kissed. That makes me STILL CLEAN! YIPPEE!
TWELVE I love food. Who doesnt? You gotta savour all the good food available ya know!
THIRTEEN Funky Junkie. I love funky stuff.
FOURTEEN Emo. I love emo songs.
FIFTEEN Gimme a beat, I'll move ma feet.
You public display of affection
Buy myself havaianas
Get me more funky stuff
Pink Lappie please!
Shake hands with Barack Obama
Sit down & watch a game @ Old Trafford
Touch Cristiano Ronaldo's biceps & abs (so never gonna happen)
Hug Wentworth Miller
Dance off with Channing Tatum & Robert Hoffman (they're so gonna win)
Play side by side with Carlos Santana & Chad Kroeger
Shopping spree & get fashion tips from Victoria Beckham
Dinner with the band Ice Nine Kills
Skate with Tony Hawk
Sum 41 as my lunch date one day
Groove with Ellen DeGeneres (whoaaa!)
Cook with Rachael Ray & Jamie Oliver (yeah right!)
Assist Bob Blummer in his Toaster (dream on FaRty)
Hope to work with Matt Damon for next Ocean's movie, Oceans Fourteen(tsktsktsk!)
Dance off M&M Crew with ACDCrew. M&M's goin down yaww!
Have tea with the Queen Of England (which is who again?)
Salute Osama Bin Laden (eheh! that's big)
Play Monopoly with Jimmy Kimmel (wahakz!)
Okay so, I've been MIA for awhile, but really I havent. I was just lazy to upload pics and update the blog. So baby are you down down down down down!
Qistina came over and we had a small slumber party, but only for a night. She went home, just just now. So what we did was.. facial, pillow fights and of course sleep. We also went to East Coast's Lagoon to eat the awesome BBQed chicken and Stingray. Mmmmm yum! And today, we went swimming. So yeah. That's what I've been doing.
I also went back for band on Tuesday. I just wanted to play drums, but it turns out that I have a duty to do. Oh well. What a blessing.
I've also been playing piano. Today I just finished Bad Romance & Down. Bad Romance is officially dedicated to Rusydishah. Cus he's gaga over Lady Gaga. Shit, I feel like shittin.
Oh, and a good thing is, I got a one day job. I'll be paid for doing flag day thinggy. I'll tell you more about it once it's over, cus right now I have no idea what I'm supposed to do. Haha.
Okay then, until then! Oh yeah! I forgot to tell you that tomorrow's Xmas exchange in band. And I bought Pearl Bubble Bath to exchange. Hahah! And Adlyn the bobo bought a whole watermelon. I seriously hope I dont get it lah. I would though, laugh crazily at the person who got it. Bahahaha.
Given a live situation, I'll share one situation that fell on my elder sis, Slen. One time, she was technically robbed, kicked and punched plus ambushed. She got hit pretty bad, lotsa bruises, but no stitches fortunately. Technically robbed cus she didnt let go of her bag even though they were grabbing her bag. So why did this happen? Slen was working at 7-11, where they sell all those beer & alcohol shits. Mom knew there was alcohol shits that 7-11 sells, but she didnt really take it into account. So obviously something was up, and Slen probably did something wrong until she got into this situation. God wanted to punish her, but at the same time lighten her sin load. By God doing so, this changes us, and teaches us a lesson. Teaches us alot of things in many ways. One, is by listening to the elders. Two, is by not coming home late, cus this situation came about at night. And three, it's a wake up call. Waking us up, not to be complacent and think that everything will be okay, and youre gonna wake up alive the next morning. We must learn and do the right things. So everything happens for a reason. How bad it hurts, in the end it turns out good.
Another situation, a recent one, is the death of my beloved grandmother. I apologise for emphasizing her death, but I cant help but just miss her. Before she passed away, the uncles and aunties have been keeping things from each other. I'm not saying that this happens only in my family, but I can guarantee you that in every family, there is this grudge feeling in everyone. Since everyone is egoistic, we keep things to ourselves or sometimes, over brag it. We never reveal it, afraid that we would break the bond we have/had. So by Nanny going away, God has helped us, to clear our hearts, minds, souls, reuniting my family members together and be more stronger for each other now that they are parent-less, they can only rely on each other for family. They cannot turn to anyone else, but family. Hell, if anything happens, we always look back to family. So family is very important, and it should be well preserved.
If you get a sickness, say high fever. Or you just accidently out of the blue, was just walking and you walked up to a wall and banged your head. Dont you go WTF! It's a wake up call. You've done something wrong, and God is repaying you, but bear in mind at the same time, he is helping you load off the heavy sins you carry. Think positive about it. Think it through thoroughly. One situation, my own Mom. One time, she was in a hurry, it was a Friday. I think she was at Geylang to get groceries or something when she passed by a beggar who was begging. She saw him but she just couldnt give him the money for no reason, or the devil was speaking into her ear. She went back to the car then and said to herself, " I didnt give the beggar any money and confirm my kueh wont finish." Sometimes my mom send kueh to the mosque on Fridays. And it turns out, yeap, her kueh DID NOT finish. Didnt even move an inch. There were lotsa leftovers, and she regret not giving the beggar any lose change. She returned the next day to the same place, but he wasnt there anymore. So there, she learnt her lesson. And she told us this story. And I'm telling you this story. It's a wake up call. There's just something wrong with you, or something YOU did wrong or, something your family is not doing right that is affecting you. So you gotta do something, which is THINK. Why why and why? For one you know it's a wake up call, next thing you do, try to trace back your steps and what wrong you've done. Hopefully that'll help you, and ease the pain and the burden.
Of course, if you're in need of any help, just think of God, and everything will come through. Trust God and His doings. Remember, THIS IS your wake up call.
I'm not saying I'm good, hell no. In fact, I dare say that I can be a meanie & a bitch at times. And I get consequences for doing and being so. I try not to be mean, but sometimes, I'm so weak I cant help but vent. I've got lots to say, but the bigger meanie, is pestering me for a bonding session, which I absolutely find a waste of my time and life. So annoying. See you people then.
Slen told me she cried just now. Mom was annoying her and she wanted to complain it to Nanny. But then she realised that Nanny's gone. So she cried. And called up Lawra. Thank God for Lawra who was so calm and was able to bring her back to okay-ness. Come to think of it, I really cant believe Nanny's gone. I miss her too. I miss her cooking, her old voice, her old people smell, her presence. Her sedawes ( old people burping ). I miss her so much. And I think Mom and Slen seems that way too. It was all so sudden. Mom & Slen both use to complain to Nanny, of course, Mom's her daughter and Slen's her first grandchild. But now, they dont have anyone close enough to them to complain to. Slen & Mom was affected the most. Slen's really close to Nanny, and Mom is like the closest daughter for then with Nanny. I try not to think about Nanny being gone, and even as I'm typing right now, I'm tearing up. I miss her. I really miss her. I try to think happily, going crazy and stuff, but when I come back to reality, Nanny's still gone. I try to be strong, for Mom & Slen, but I cant be strong for myself. I have no purpose now returning to Nanny's house. Nanny didnt even get to see me graduate to a poly. Help?
I'll try to type happily now.
So I went to JB today with the family except Slen cus she had to work of course. Bought 2 blouses, cus even though I have clothes to wear, it seems as if I have none to wear. Hah. Best part of the day trip is when we had dinner @ The Manhattan Fish Market, pity though I hadd a phone camera, but didnt take any pictures. Hah. Had of course, FISH, and other seafoods, like clams, calamari and prawns. The salad was awesome too and by eating the salad first will make you become full fast. Make sense? I hope so. Yeah. And the rice was really good too. Garlic Butter Rice. Oh, how it melts in your mouth. What else uh? Oh yeah, and the sauces are really nice too. Not only on the sides but also on the rice & the prawns. Yummeh! Ohh! And the prawns, are like super succulent. I thank God for prawns. Oh and the calamari! Juicy. I like. Haha.
And then we went to Simei to wait for Slen. And nearby had a pasar malam. Saw Fariz and UNCLE BOB! =) Of course, the whole family was there. Baby Sheza. Haha. So cute. Next time I show you a picture okay? Then after getting Slen, we went home to catch, JIHAN! Bahaha. Stupid Indon show. Yet I still watch just to know what's gonna happen next. Haiyoh.
Alrightey then. Catcha soon. Cus I gotta wake up earrrrrly tomr. And hey, if you havent tried this, try doing something that motivates someone. Trust me, you'll be happy. Just be a good example, and the rest will follow suit. Good luck and have a great week ahead!
What have I been doing? Hmm. Okay I just went out on Saturday for YOG Training. Had lunch with YOG SPs @ Pastamania. Then... OH YEAH! Call me kental, haha, cus I just got my capo only on Saturday. Bahahahaaaa. I wouldnt have gotten it if not the the upcoming gig lah. I would show you photos of the outing, but I've not uploaded them. Lazy lah darling. Ahaha.
Currently, I'm sitting in front of the telly watching SEA Games. Singapore doing well. Congrats. Hard work paid off. I'm having a headache, but I'm chatting with Syafiq, a Redcamp friend, and he's telling me all about the 4 girls that he likes. BAHAHA. Cheeky ass. Well, I told him to tell me. HAHA. I know! I'm like kaypoh right! But I'm rotting so screw it.
Anyways, Merlin season 2 is out and kickin! Yeah! Love watchin it, but of course, my LEGEND OF THE SEEKER IS WAY AWESOMER! Bahaha. I'm startin to type my HAHAHA to BAHAHA. I kinda like it. I would sound like a kambing though, but screw it.
You know, I wish the day was longer. And I wish I wasnt sucha lazy ass to wake up early in the morning to go to the gym, or clean up my desk. I really want to work off he excess weight and clean my table. But damn! When you got all the awesome food in the world, and mess, you dont seem to want to do em. I also wanna get a job., but when I get up in the morning, it's already 1pm. Bahaaaaaa. I'm in need of an acoustic. And I hope to get it before the gig. But I dont think I can get it in time. So I'l probably just use my Classical or borrow Kevin's acoustic. Gahhh. Oh right, why do I wish the day was longer? It's cus, so that I can spend more time working on my music. I've got 2 songs down for the gig and I'm not revealing any. So yeah, but no worries, I'll be fine.
Shit I wanna shit.
And thank god there's YOG training tomr morning. I so wanna get outta the house. My life sucks for now. I so feel sorry for Syazwan. I now understand what youre going through.
Anyways, what a week. Stop exaggerating Farty. What two days! Lol. That doesnt sound right and it wouldn't in the English context. Oh well. Neveertheless, finally! I've been outta the house. Nyahaha. And I'm not working. Mom was all like, " Nevermind lah about finding a job, now you have fun first. Later when you start poly you wont be able to have fun anymore. You need money, ask Daddy. He will give you" =.='' I want to earn my own money Mom. I need to get an acoustic for the gig. She doesnt know that. So even with Mom saying this, Dad still calls me up and asks me when I'm coming home. He sounded annoyed. And I'm like WTF? Mom let me enjoy and I cant even come back at night. Jeeeeeesh or what? God!
Last Tuesday was my Grandmere's first week death anniversary. It was the 7th day. No gathering things so had Band BBQ. Yay! I realized I missed my friends very much. My perussion especially. KENNETH! And I missed my gang too. Even so, I still had lotsa great fun and it was a pleasure seeing Sam & Zack & Mike again. We played water bombs and I bombed Nora & Sam & Zul in the face. Ahahahahah! No one hit me though, and I thank you very much. Nora wanted to, but she couldnt catch me. =P And that was Tuesday for me.
Yesterday was Wednesday and I met up with my YOG MOOs. But only half the Moos turned up. Met at Kovan Melody where Ysabel stayed. Watched 4 movies as it was a movie marathon thinggy. Vani, Rubs, Sherah also came. We watched Borat, Mean Girls, Wimbledon & The Maid. I tell you, The (bloody) Maid, is so fuckin disturbing. Please dont ever make me watch horror again. Drag Me To Hell has done enough damage to my poor walnut-shaped brain. After watching the movies, we went to Heartland Mall and met with Rubini's cousin, Sarath, where we played pool at the SuperBowl. He paid for the game. And surprisingly, I have been a little sucky when I was younger cus I thought the stick thinggy was kinda heavy, but I was awesome! I was on fire! I hit the first ball in. It was a solid. So we paired up, Rubs & I, Ysabel & Sarath. Rubs & I, of course, WON! Yay! Haha. And that's when I got a call from Dad asking me to cut the fun and go home. *Bawls*
And today, was exceptionally fun & tiring. Went to Wild Wild Wet with Fatimus Prime & JooRin. Saw Vani & her friends. We took all the rides and my feet hurt. Cus the flooring was pokey. You get that? Nevermind. Okay so play play for like 2 hours and all of us got hungry. So we went to wash up. But then we realised we forgot to bring some plastic bags to store our wet clothes in. Silly us. So I went out to KFC to grab a plastic bag. And the aunty was hesitant at first and she said " If I give you plastic bag, later you come and buy something ah?" Then I was like, "Okay!" After that we went out to buy the whatever was there lah. Saw her and she saw me and I'm like, " See, I buy ah" And she was like " Okay okay." But then she went to like go dispose some shiz and I told my sisters, " Quick run away!" So we ran. HAHAHA. Not buying anything. Nyahaha. Walao plastic only. That one also cannot give free. Cheapos. Ate lunch at Burger King. And then went home. And that was today for me.
I'll see yall soon!
@ Band Barbeque!
Playin pool @ SuperBowl
And I finished A House Of Night Novel; Tempted. I was like getting to the good part til it said to look out for the next book. BURNED. I FELT SO BURNED! MAAAAN! Dude, I waited so long ( a year or more hee. exagerating ) to find out the ending and which guy Zoey Redbird goes with to find out that there's another book! BAH! PHWHOAH! Haiz. Oh well. I'll just have to wait. I bought that book from Popular cus BORDERS didnt have them! Darnzit.
But I also bought books from Borders cus I had like a 40buck card. So I used it. I bought ERAGON, though I've watched the movie. I love how the author describes the background. I makes me imagine how the real thing is. Does that make sense? haha. I also bought Louise Rennison's book. You know, Angus, Thongs & Perfect Snogging? Yeah, I was looking for book three but all they had was book seven. So I bought it.
I'm currently in front of the TV in the living room and my sisters just turned on Monsters vs. Aliens. Now its showing the part of Susan standing up. HAHA. Okay now she just found the cockroach doctor thinggy. Okay BOB just came out. Oh Linc came out too!
Oh Rabz is gone too. He went to Kedah. He'll be back soon! I'll be spending my countdown in KL where I will be feeding on SUBWAYS. Oh subway! I have missed you dearly! Hee.
So I'm having a gig next year on 16th Jan. Performing at OPENMIC @ Esplanade Library. 230pm. Catch me yah! Now I gotta go do some work, cus my neighbors are coming over to pay condolences to my Nanny. Til then my woobly booblies!
Oooh! Check out the pictures below of Me with my new hair. Not sure if you can see though. HAHA. Not my pictures though. I brought my camera but I forgot the memory card. BAHAAAH! Silly me! Enjoy!
Manfred, Dyan, Shafiq, ME! & Basil
ME!, Steven, Zul & Jiaw
ME & The Beautiful DYAN! There's a reason why I call him that. Haha.
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